My nicu story of how my daughter was born (former nicu mom)

Monday, Jan 15th, 2018 I went to the hospital to get my ultrasound done to find out what I was having which happened to be a girl just what I wanted. Very exciting right then right after I found that out. I also found out that I was 2 cm dilated at 23 weeks and…

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Everyday you gave me a reason to leaveMost times you used to treat me like shitAnd when I speak up about how I feelYou would turn around and blame me for itLike I don’t have a say so about how I should feelWhy did I continue to dealAnd take this shitIt’s like you were some…

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Never been appreciatedAlways stayed dedicatedAlways left me devastatedYou made things more complicatedMy love has been confiscatedI’ve always been here waitingI’ve always been here wastingTime I should have takenOur love was just temptation -Sacred Saki – Dear Brown Skin Girl

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Never heard

What’s sad to meIs her story and her story and her story didn’t matter at allTo no oneShe was never heardBy no oneEven at timesNot even by herselfBetrayal of tearsLeft her feelings so fierceTruth isShes been at it for yearsTrying to gain up on her peersShe Don’t trust no oneWho steers and disappearsWhen time get…

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Wounded warrior

I got war scarsI’ve been aroundI’ve felt some painI’ve seen some thingsBut I’m good nowLoving me is like a battleAnd sometimes we both end up a storm

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From time to time

From time to timeYou were fine like wineI used to think that you were true and you were so sublimeThought you were so alignedBut I was so damn blindYou played these stupid gamesInterfered and changed my mindUntil I felled behindUntil I couldn’t shineYou thought you had me signedYou thought I was too kindUntil I toughened…

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Destruction of constructionsThat was made to hold us downBecause our skin is brownBecause we didn’t frownThey don’t wanna see us crownedThey just wanna see us drownFacedown without a soundMake your family come aroundJust to put you in the groundThey just lost another childTo false fatesAnd hate ratesThis whole evolutionThat you call the human raceIs such…

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3am Thoughts

broke your heartYou broke mine firstIt’s funny nowhow everything reversedThat feeling in your heartAnd your weak kneesIt’s killing youKnowing that you lost meWell you crossed meWay too many timestime after timeAll eye did was cryLie after lieWhy was eye so blindWhy was eye so kindFucking with youmy chakras weren’t alignedCause I was so confinedTo Dealing…

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Back When we first met

Back when we first metI promise I’ll never forgetThe way thatyou looked at meThe way you admired meTold me I was beautifulWas amazed byMy struggles thoughTold you we could start off slowTold you it was worth it thouI remember when we first kissedIt was passionate and wanderlustNever thought thatwe would end like thisBeen 11 yearsNow…

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𝔈𝔫𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥

Thought I aint do enough  I was never true enough I cried through all my struggles And slowly suffered in silence I’ve been around I’ve seen some things I’ve felt some pain And lost touch with reality I had to open  My eyes cause  I’ve been dreaming too long Time to wake up and yawn …

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