When I close my eyes, I see this little bright brown eyed girl, she’s crying hard laying in a well, the sky is dark and the rain is pouring, wind is blowing there’s branches and stones lying across her heart. As I’m looking right at her she’s staring at me wiping the rain and tears from her bright eyes. I asked “who are you?” She didn’t reply instead she gives me a scary and hurtful look. She then gets up and run through the forest, I scream “wait” she turns around and signal me to follow her with her hands. As I follow her I start to see the sun, a rainbow and a waterfall. We both look at each other smiling with happy tears in our eyes. She hugs me laugh and run away as I look around I notice rabbits, deer, and butterflies coming by me happy and smiling. The reason I’m telling this story is because when your down and out gods spirit will always be there to lift you up no matter what and I realized that little girl that I will always see when I meditate and close my eyes was me she was showing me that I’m strong enough to make it even if I fall into the darkness I can always get up and find that rainbow.
A Queen is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, or does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A Queen is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true….. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A Queen has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential the universe gave them. A Queen knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A Queen knows the Creative Energy. She knows that with this the world is her playground. A Queen does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons, meant to bring her closer to self knowledge and unconditional self love. She is Saki Heyoka!!!