Born into the broken…

Is it my fault that I was born into the broken
I closed my eyes and then I jumped into the ocean my mother lied so much she fucked up my emotions my father caused a lot of pain it was destruction. When I was young I used to think that I was hopeless, so insecure I thought that I was close to nothing. I’ve been lost, I’ve been numb I endured the pain. Every night I would cry, tears would fall like rain. Always asked myself who am I ,the one to blame. Sacrificed sacrifices almost went insane life’s been terrifying paranoia on my brain . I don’t know who I am, or where my roots became. Time was flying lies were piling
Trying to fucking gain see my veins as they bleed broken from the shame when you look into my eyes all you see is flames.